I love random things.

I've been neglecting this thing like crazy, lately and I don't even have a good excuse.

I haven't smoked for 5 weeks and I'm so fucking proud, not to mention that I feel confident that I am now a non-smoker. Not ex-smoker, but non-smoker.

I bought myself an electric cigarette, though because I do have some situations where I desperately need a smoke and this little thing, which is without nicotine, provides the smoke and the whole ritual of smoking, except it's just steam and not smoke and it's not dangerous in any way.

I realize that this may cause me to continue with the ritual of smoking, but honestly, I don't give a damn...whatever it takes for me to -not- buy actual cigarettes and start smoking again.

This little thing, you can even 'smoke' on planes and anywhere else, you can't really smoke, because it's not smoke and it's not damaging to yours or anyone else's health.

It's just awesome. I call it my 'pacifier' because it sorta is.

Other than that, I went back to work last night, after having 12 days off and even if the shift went pretty fast and wasn't that bad, I was dead, when I came home, man.

So crazy. I was looking forward to going home to talk to my baby and reply to the rpg and I did...for about 1½ hours and then I had to surrender and go to bed, which sucked ass.

And I was completely unconscious all night, except for this tiny little trip to the bathroom because I was nauseated. I barely remember it, though, so I must've been half asleep and the nausea disappeared so I went back to bed and when I woke up, my hair was still tied up, so apparently I must've fallen asleep before taking it down, lol.

So I have another night of work, tonight and then tomorrow, I'll go to the optician and get my eyes checked (d'uh) and see if I can get contacts. I really don't like wearing my glasses, especially not when it's as hot as it's been these past few days and I'm addicted to my shades so I'd prefer to actually be able to see normally and wear a pair of cool shades.

Then saturday, I have a shift for the temp agency and I hope that it'll go by, painlessly, as well.

Randomness: I really don't like Rob's Chris Cornell-wannabe look, but I really DO like Chester in white. Fact of the matter is; he's more human to me now. I really don't like his insecure wife and I'm not sure I like his insecurities, either... but that's probably just because, despite his past and everything, I never saw him as insecure and now I realize.... he's as insecure as the rest of us. Which is actually not a bad thing, but I just don't like it when they flaunt their insecurities on the internet...... or maybe I'm just jealous of them...of her? Fuck, if I know.