My good thing today was riding my bike for 6km and vacuuming the house.

It felt good to move my corpse again, even if it was difficult simply because I'm in bad shape, lol. Hopefully, it won't rain too much tomorrow and I'll go check if my new bike shorts and gel saddle thing has worked and my ass isn't sore, lol.

It's been a good day. Been down memory lane with Jesse and the crew. It was emotional, but good. Restored my faith in myself, a little. Made me tear up, too, but I found my way back. Don't need to dwell on how much it hurt when he left, but I read it and I felt it..again...and came back.

A part of me will always miss him, I think, probably because I never really had any -real- closure when it came to him and because he was such a big part of me.

But really...I have moved on at least emotionally. It may still affect me in terms of me not trusting people and feeling jealous quicker. I mean, my heart was ripped out of my chest, back then, it'd be weird if I just jumped into things, after that.

But yeah, I realize that he was right; it was a good thing in the long run, even if it did break my heart and leave me reluctant to let people in.

And I discovered Queer As Folk and let me just say *spaztwitchkeeloverandfuckingdies!* BLOODYFUCKINGHELLIT'SSOGODDAMNHOTICANBARELYSTANDIT!!!!!!!

*clears throat and puts on serious and calm expression* Yes. Not a bad show, at all. I will be watching more episodes.