I live!

It's not that I'm really in a blogging kind of mood. I guess I was always a random blogger-person. It's not like I do it on a regular basis, but I figured it was time to show that I'm still alive and kicking.
It's not that anything exciting has happened, but still a few things bothers me.
Most of all my job...no, more specifically my partner on wednesdays and thursdays.
She's been late two wednesdays in a row, to the point of me calling her to wake her up and it's pissing me the hell off. I think being late once in a while is okay...I mean, shit happens and all, but twice in a row? I find it to be unprofessional and disrespectful towards your co-workers.
Not only that, but then when she shows up, she's all lazy and has the whole oh-I'm-so-tired-and-I-don't-feel-like-being-here attitude and that pisses me off, as well.
Yeah, I don't always feel like being at work, either, but there's a difference between saying it and then getting up to do your job and saying it and me having to pretty much kick her ass into gear.
Not to mention..she said that it's because of her illness and the medication she gets, that she suffers from insomnia...okay, well then go to your doctor and do something about it.
No, instead she tells me that -her mother- will call her special doctor, while she is in New York and figure out what they can do about it because 'I wouldn't get around to do it, anyway'.
Man, I just wanted to freak the fuck out on her and go 'You're 30 fucking years old, woman! Get a fucking grip, grow up and do it yourself!'.
I mean, seriously...I'm a spoiled brat and my mom does a lot of things for me, but if I was having problems with my diabetes, I'd figure it out myself and not let my mother call for me. I mean..what the fuck?!
We work at night, which should make it so that you don't oversleep, no matter what.
I told my boss this and a lot of other things that annoy me about her and she was like 'yeah, well, let's see how it goes when she gets home from New York and deal with it, then.'.
I'm like...okay, that does make sense, but it doesn't seem like my boss is taking me seriously so I told her that if it doesn't get better, I will have to switch to dayshift or something, because I cannot deal with stuff like this in the long run.
I don't want to be a fucking nanny for the person, I'm working with. I'm not her mother and I don't want to deal with things for her.
So I've been thinking a lot about this, while I had my 5 days off and I realized...I do the same with Illona.
No, I'm not late and I do my job...but I tend to let her take over when the shit hits the fan, so to speak and we talked about that, last night and I promised her that I'll step up and do better, because man, it's annoying when people do that.
I still have a good week, before my other partner comes back and next week, I have an extra shift on friday night, so I guess I just have to try and calm down before wednesday, the week after next.

I think that's what takes up most of my line of thought, lately.
Nat and I started a new RPG and I have to say that I'm loving it. I get to play Chester, Crown Prince of England, lol. It's so awesome!

My love for LP is on a low, these days. I'm just not excited about anything concerning them...not even LPU9. I mean, yeah, I'll upgrade one of these days, but really...I can't be bothered to be excited.
About DBS...I'm just...I mean, I love some of the songs and all, but I don't really care about what they do, when they do it and why they do it, if I'm honest.
There's been a lot of bullshit with Chester and I still find him to be an asshole, most of the time. Sure, when he's out with LP, it seems like Mike and the guys have a leash on him and he behaves alright, but with Ryan Shuck...damn, he morphs into an ass and a teenage-like one, at that.
I'm past being angry with him, though. It's just who he is/becomes and I guess he's got a need to be like that...because he's insecure? Maybe, I don't know.
I've gotten to the point where I just don't really give a damn. I don't watch interviews with DBS or get excited about...well, really anything involving Chester.
Sure, I still find him hot and all that, but I really just want him to shut his mouth, so he can sit there and look hot, because when he opens his mouth, I either cringe at how dorky and immature he seems or want to slap him because he talks crap. He should just stick to singing because that's what he's good at.